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Harmonic Convergence:
blending technology and music
notes, scores, and what strikes a chord

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

A dream visit

Last night, I spent a little time with my mom. I dreamt I was visiting my sister in a small town somewhere. I wanted to go out to eat, and she said, we can't go, because Mom is coming by bus. I asked when the bus would arrive, and she said, not for two hours. I figured we had plenty of time, and walked to a little restaurant. After eating, I looked out the window and saw Mom walking down the street from the bus stop. I ran out into the street and hugged her. Her smell and feel was so familiar. She was taller than me.. I had forgotten that. She kept saying, "I'm just so proud of you."

As we walked together back to my sister's house, we passed people that I know, and I proudly called out, "this is my mom!" to them. The warm dusty streets, dogs barking, the small houses with curtains blowing in the breeze.
Leah Brooks at 9:27 AM

Monday, April 26, 2004

Competition and Performance

For years, I have been involved in competitive singing. Some singers would laugh at this concept: saying that singing is an subjective art form, not something that you can measure and evaluate, score or rate. I am a very competitive person, and so, drawing an analogy from sports, you would think that I would have won many contests in this field (since I have singing ability and have been exhaustively trained). However, that is not the case. What I learned this weekend is that the competitive spirit and the desire to win is NOT what propelled me ahead. Instead, it is freedom from all that - releasing myself from the competition.

How to do the release? Well, in this situation, we thought we had nothing to lose - if we did well, great, if we didn't, too bad - but either way, the same results: the quartet was retiring. This gave me a sort of permission from myself, that whatever I put out there would be okay. I wanted it to go well, but I didn't put myself under any pressure to make it happen. The big question is how to keep this feeling with the new group? I tried to memorize the feeling on stage, that confident, strong, performer's attitude.. and I have a feeling that I can re-create it. I feel sure that L'Attitude has the talent and the expertise needed to prepare to win a contest. I know that Laura & Mary have won plenty of times in the past and have that freedom. And now, Donna & I have had that experience, too.. and will carry that forward.



More photos..
Leah Brooks at 2:19 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

On the road


Barb & I just got back from a trip to Denver, for Jonathan's bar mitzvah. It was glorious weather there - in the 80s. I felt like we had gone back in time a little bit, because the fruit trees were still blossoming and the tulips were up.

The Denver airport has to be my favorite in the country. I just love the tented ceiling, the use of space, and the convenient location of everything. It just makes sense. We rented a bright blue PT Cruiser, which drew the envy of the kids, but actually it was not that great to drive. Slow pickup and not a very good suspension.

The main event was spectacular, a lovely ceremony which brought us all to tears, and a huge party held in a beach-themed warehouse, complete with sandy floors, volleyball and sumo wrestling. The nephews are all grown up now.. what will be the next family gathering? Could weddings be far away?

This week, I'll be heading out to Sacramento for quartet contest... On Q's last competition. More about that shortly.
Leah Brooks at 3:29 PM

Monday, April 19, 2004

Looking for a good book?

Give this webtool a spin... it's called gnooks. Enter three authors that you like, and it will suggest some others to you. Trying to give the tool a workout, I entered three that I thought had little in common: Rushdie, Piercy and Morrison (from my list of last week), and the first suggestion was Jenny Diski, who I don't know, but based on the amazon reviews of her books, I'm sure I will enjoy!
Leah Brooks at 3:41 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

The future is now

I saw this product, Sapphire, demo'ed on Good Morning America the other day. It's a liquid that doesn't get anything wet... for fire extinguishing purposes. A woman on the show (NOT the host, but some lower-status, hair-do risking person) even dipped her ponytail into the tank, and by the time she stood up, the hair was nearly dry. The book that had been dipped could have its pages ruffled, and the laptop functioned.

They said that it is completely non-toxic and safe, but do you really believe it?

And in today's paper, someone right here in Marin is marketing the concept of getting your cat cloned. Honest to Pete, would you pay $50,000 to get a copy of your cat?? They polled some passers-by, and no one said they would do that. Perhaps the business will fail, once they find out that personalities can not be cloned.
Leah Brooks at 3:02 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Novel idea

Another blog linked me up with Prof. Barnhardt's Journal. I don't know why I'm drawn to these list-makers.. really, I'm not a list maker, just a collector of lists. Barb & I started to make a blog where we were listing the top movies of all time, but now it is gathering dust. Could I really make a list of my top 10 novels? My problem is that I really <HATE> superlatives! That is, it's hard to say what's "top" in my book. But I figure, if the title is top-of-mind, that says something, doesn't it?

OK, I'll give it a stab: but remember, this is not necessarily my top ten. Just the first ten. If I can even make it to ten... my memory being what it is.

1. Always Coming Home, Ursula Le Guin
2. The Secret Garden, Frances Hodgson Burnett
3. He, She & It, Marge Piercy
4. Blue Highways, William Least-Heat Moon
5. The Moor's Last Sigh, Salmon Rushdie
6. To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee
7. Song of Solomon, Toni Morrison
8. The French Lieutenant's Woman, John Fowles
9. Little Women, Louisa May Alcott
10. House of the Spirits, Isabel Allende
Leah Brooks at 3:36 PM

Monday, April 12, 2004

Fantastic movie

We saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind this weekend. I'm shocked that this movie has not gotten more buzz - I absolutely LOVED it. If you like movies with strange premises, like "Being John Malkovich", you will love this, too.
Leah Brooks at 9:27 AM

Friday, April 09, 2004

Communication Lines

If I had to summarize my life in one word, it'd be communication. The various threads that have woven through the years are all in line with this: the ability to read, speak and write well, the impulse to sing and harmonize, a love of dance, my ability to learn and speak other languages, my interest in other cultures and how they are expressed, my leadership ability, a preference for being part of a group, teaching skills, keeping this blog (as well as journals through the years), working for a media company, a fascination with books and films. In every situation, I feel compelled to explain, analyze, put into words.

The only means of communication that I don't like is the telephone. On the phone, I feel trapped and one-dimensional. I am sure that the words I need are not going to be heard correctly. I'm never quite certain that what I want to say can get across. I also worry that I can't tell what people really mean when they speak on the phone. Perhaps I need to see the body language of others to feel comfortable.
Leah Brooks at 5:24 PM

Monday, April 05, 2004

Planetary alignment

Since so many people come across this blog in search of meaning or information about the new-age, planetary "harmonic convergence", I feel somewhat obligated to mention the latest astronomical event, the planetary alignment that's been visible this last week or so. (See the Nasa story, where they actually call the five visible planets "the FAB FIVE".) We had a great view of the line-up after the boys' birthday party on Friday. Mercury was so bright that we thought it must be an airplane or the space station or something burning on a hill far away. This kind of stellar lineup makes it easy to star-gaze - you only have to find one slot of visible sky, unhampered by trees or hills. Just make sure that the slot is the right angle of moon to horizon, and there they are, all aglow.
Leah Brooks at 11:11 AM

Sunday, April 04, 2004

Up-dating

Ever since my thoughts turned to modern symbology, I've been thinking about other ways that our world may differ from the "old world" of pre-industrial times. The main differential of course, is human over-population. Someone who is 90 years old has seen the effects of the world's human family growing from 1.8 billion to 6.3 billion. What does this mean to our shared culture? Is it possible that the stories and symbols and archetypes that developed for small agrarian groups are no longer meaningful to a densely packed mob of city dwellers? How long will it take before Shakespearean plays, for example, are not relevant?
Leah Brooks at 7:38 AM

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